Lyrics to Harloc

I'm not graceful I'm not smooth When I try I always lose I can't keep failing all my life I can't love myself so how can I get by You don't know A fraction of the reaction I am going through You don't know why When at the end of the day we’ll always wanna try I got your message and saw that you called, But I have problems that can't be solved It's better now if you let me be I'm imperfect and I know you're judging me You don't know A fraction of the reaction I am going through You don't know how, I am such a black sheep and you are a brown cow You said no more and you walked out that door You had no idea what was in store, I'll not be a problem to deal with This is for the best I promise You don't know A fraction of the reaction I am going through You'll never see What any of this senseless shit has done to me